i’ve found, that my promises mean more/i stick to them more when i promise them to myself, rather than to my boyfriend or a family member. 

i don’t know why that is.

but today is my second day ever promising myself that i will not use symptoms, and i won’t.

i’ll keep telling myself that food is nourishment and my body needs it. and that it’s normal to eat. because all of that is true. i need to keep repeating it to myself and some day, i’ll believe it without having to force myself or even think about it.

  1. rivetsinherwrist said: That’s so great. Congratulations, pretty girl. (:
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