January 29th, 2012 at 3:45PM

alifewithoutasmile replied to your post: i’ve found, that my promises mean more/i stick to…

You can do it. You’re strong.

thank you, you are too ♥

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January 29th, 2012 at 3:44PM

rivetsinherwrist replied to your post: i’ve found, that my promises mean more/i stick to…

That’s so great. Congratulations, pretty girl. (:

thank you(: ♥

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January 29th, 2012 at 2:49PM

i’ve found, that my promises mean more/i stick to them more when i promise them to myself, rather than to my boyfriend or a family member. 

i don’t know why that is.

but today is my second day ever promising myself that i will not use symptoms, and i won’t.

i’ll keep telling myself that food is nourishment and my body needs it. and that it’s normal to eat. because all of that is true. i need to keep repeating it to myself and some day, i’ll believe it without having to force myself or even think about it.

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January 29th, 2012 at 2:39PM
I fucking finally did it. First step in letting go(: I feel better for doing it.

I fucking finally did it. First step in letting go(: I feel better for doing it.

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January 29th, 2012 at 2:06PM

sailor-tattoos replied to your post: changed my theme.

the background distracts from the actual posts, besides that the theme is alright:)

that’s what i thought, thanks(:

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January 29th, 2012 at 1:49PM

changed my theme.

didn’t like the old one anymore.

is the background too much?

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January 29th, 2012 at 1:48PM
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January 29th, 2012 at 12:36PM
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Anonymous asked: What/do you eat in a typical day at the moment?

at this time in my life, what i typically eat every day is cereal, fries (i work at a fast food place), candy and ice cream (i work at a parlor), whatever i find in the house that i like, whatever was for dinner that night.

i eat a lot. 

January 29th, 2012 at 12:26PM

today

i was talking with my boyfriend’s parents (they know of my eating disorder behavior) and his dad said, “you’re supposed to be eating five small meals a day.” and my boyfriend’s mom said, “we’ll get you there.”

i can’t get it out of my mind, her saying that. it just makes me feel like they really care. and it gives me hope.

i feel like i can never eat five small meals a day, that’s just way too much. but i will stop this bingeing behavior. 

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